Monday, June 30, 2008

Time for Some Porn

I think Dubskin's website is the best collection of free porn on the Internet. Here you can see a small sample of the more softcore pics on the site. Definitely check out the Hairy section of the gallery, but also do not miss Skins, Tats and Uniform.If you are into more hardcore stuff you will surely appreciate the Piss and Heavy Duty sections. And it is really free. No strings attached.
By the way the webmaster is quite a hunky guy himself.

I Can Get No Sleep

Sleeplessness is one of the testosterone effects that I have been feeling recently. I wake up at night, several times, always hot and sweaty. It almost feels like fever. Don't think that the sweating is a result from the steroids though. I have always been sweating a lot.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Mass Gains

I weighed myself today - I have put on about 2.5 kg of weight since I started the cycle 4-5 weeks ago. Hopefully as the steroids I am taking are slow acting I will have more substantial mass gains by the end. I am planning to go for a 10-12 week cycle.

Friday, June 27, 2008

The Bitch Tit

One of the more unpleasant side effects of some steroids is gyno. Normally your body tries to keep a healthy balance between male and female hormones. When you start injecting yourself with steroids the amount of male hormones in your blood gets abnormally high. Your body reacts by starting to break down these male hormones into other compounds which in many cases are equivalent to the female sex hormones (estrogen).
The net effect is that with some steroids in addition to the elevated male hormones in your blood you also get high amount of female hormones. This can have various effects, some of which like water retention are not always nasty - the water makes you look bigger (although somewhat puffy) and it actually helps relieve the stress in your joints when training. The nastiest effect is gynecomastia, gyno or just bitch tits. Basically you just get breasts.
Maybe week and a half after I started taking steroids I had the first symptoms - my right nipple felt itchy and on the next day it was already swollen. It felt like there was a hard lump beneath the nipple and the skin above it was red and painful.
I was really concerned that the process was not revercible and I will always have this lump. Fortunately this was not the case. I started taking Nolvadex - a medicine prescribed for breast cancer, which prevents the estrogen in your blood from binding to the appropriate cell receptors, thus rendering it ineffective. A 3-4 days afterwards the lump was gone. I am still taking 1 Nolvadex pill per day and I plan to continue doing so even several weeks after finishing the steroid cycle so I can prevent such incidents.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Hunky Guy

This is a picture of a guy I met online. He is exactly the kind of a guy I like. He is also the kind of a manI want to be - big, beefy, bulky and masculine. Not to mention the hairiness. For me the hairier, the better.

Retabolil 50

Retabolil is the brand name of a Hungarian-manufactured Nandrolone Decanoate, probably the most widely-used injectable anabolic steroid in bodybuilding.
The average medical dosage is 50mg (one ampule) per 3-4 weeks, however in the bodybuilding world 200-400mg per week is the norm. Because for me Retabolil is both harder to find and more expensive than Omnadren I am using only one ampule (50mg) per week as a supplement to my main testosterone-based cycle.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Omnadren 250

Omnadren 250 is an injectable blend of 4 testosterone esters with different half life, delaying the release of the compound into the body. This has the result of helping reduce injection frequency.
Normally the medical dosage for omnadren is one ampule per 2-3 weeks, however I am currently using 2 ampules (500mg) per week - about the low to normal dosage most bodybuilders use.

Testosterone is probably one of the most androgenic steroids available and as such it is the one best fitted for my purposes. Most of the side effects of testosterone ( increased body and facial hair, increased aggressiveness) are actually quite welcome for me.

I am currently at my fourth week of using Omnadren and I plan to keep doing it for 12 weeks as it is a relatively slow acting steroid.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Chest Hair

This is how hairy I am currently. Not much I am afraid and nowhere near my target (which you can see to the right).
My online research showed that although male chest hair is believed to be something which depends on genes, there are probably some things you could try to increase your hairiness. In this blog I will write, among other things, about my progress in getting more body hair.

Injecting yourself

Injecting yourself is a lot easier than you may think. When you use oil-based substances (like most anabolic steroids) you probably won't feel any pain at all. The good thing when you do it yourself is that you can regulate the speed with which you squeeze the juice into your buttocks.
When I did it for the first time I was very uneasy, but it really is very simple and I have not had any issues with self-injecting. All you have to do is make sure that everything is sterile and that you learn the proper technique. If you search the internet you will find many sites with detailed explanations how to do it.